How to Lose Yourself Completely

Published by Rock the Boat
Distributed by Simon & Schuster

About The Book

A stunning story about a teenage boy grappling with grief who tries adventure therapy and changes his life forever, perfect for fans of Jandy Nelson and John Green

'Raw, propulsive and unforgettable.' Josh Silver, bestselling author of HappyHead

Case's anxiety has been spiralling. His brother, Sean, was the only person who truly got him and now he's gone. So when his parents suggest adventure therapy, Case is desperate enough to agree. But as he boards the coach, he sees the one person he's been trying to avoid: Diana. Sean's girlfriend.

Together, the group of strangers set off into the wilderness. While Case confronts his feelings for Diana, the disappearance of their guide soon turns the trip into a fight for survival.

If they can find a way to make it back home, it will change their lives forever.

'This novel of uncommon depth and astounding empathy will take you on a powerful and hopeful adventure into the human heart that will leave you breathless.' Abdi Nazemian, award-winning author of Like a Love Story

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Product Details

  • Publisher: Rock the Boat (July 2, 2026)
  • Length: 352 pages
  • ISBN13: 9781836433019

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Raves and Reviews

'This novel of uncommon depth and astounding empathy will take you on a powerful and hopeful adventure into the human heart that will leave you breathless.' Abdi Nazemian, Stonewall award-winning author of Like a Love Story

'Raw, propulsive and unforgettable. Every teenager should read this, and everyone else too.' Josh Silver, bestselling author of HappyHead

'Moments of action are anchored by layered depictions of anxiety and resilience, and watching the characters forge bonds and push beyond their perceived limits is both gripping and deeply affecting. It coalesces into a blend of wilderness adventure and emotional healing bolstered by hard-won connection.' Publishers Weekly, Starred Review

'A gripping adventure and a deeply affecting exploration of grief and mental health.' Kirkus, Starred Review

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